女賀

《女賀》的創作理念源自於過去這一年來自我覺察的深層探索與靈魂深處的對話。在穿越了內心深處的層層世界，直面最隱晦的渴望與擺脫世俗之後，踏上了跨性別的旅程，並透過HRT治療進行了身心的蛻變。這種轉變不僅僅是一種生理的重塑，更是一種心靈的昇華——一場自我認同的詩意重構。 歌曲承載著NAI對於二元性別世界的深刻省思與內在解構。在經歷這場變革之後，他/她/他們的視野超越了傳統的性別疆界，從而構築了一種非二元的存在思維，一種既解放心靈又擴展自我疆域的生活觀。在這種光譜流動的思維下，個體不再被二元傳統規則對立所束縛，而是擁抱了一個多元且流動的自我認同，並從中汲取力量與平和。 這首歌以House與電子音樂的旋律捕捉內心與女賀交織後的微妙變化，MV將這種由內而外的轉變透過光影流動的視覺語言呈現。過去一年反覆進出醫院的心境也將醫院場景融入作品中，服裝設計以繃帶為靈感，象徵一步步突破內心的障礙，最終撕破重重阻礙，獲得解脫與釋懷，並擁抱全新的自我。這首歌是一種跨領域的藝術昇華，融合了音樂、時尚、非二元文化等創作呈現。鼐希望藉此邀請聽眾重新審視自身與二元世界的關係，鼓勵每個靈魂追尋屬於自己的自由與存在，並在其中發現內心理想的世界與自由的國度。 The concept behind this song “Rebloom” (Nu He) originates from a deep exploration of self-awareness and an intimate dialogue with the soul over the past year. After navigating the intricate layers of the inner self and confronting the most concealed desires while breaking free from societal norms, NAI embarked on a transgender journey. Through HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy), this journey brought about a profound transformation of both body and mind. This change is not just a physical reshaping, but also a spiritual elevation—a poetic reconstruction of self-identity. The song embodies NAI’s deep reflection and inner deconstruction of the binary gender world. After experiencing this transformation, their perspective transcended traditional gender boundaries, forming a non-binary way of being—a worldview that liberates the mind and expands the self. In this fluid spectrum of thought, the individual is no longer confined by the binary rules of opposition, but instead embraces a diverse and dynamic self-identity, drawing strength and peace from it. The song uses House and Electronic music melodies to capture the subtle shifts within, as HRT intertwines with the soul. The music video visually represents this inner-to-outer transformation through flowing light and shadows. The past year of repeatedly visiting the hospital is also reflected in the video, with hospital scenes incorporated into the work. The costume design, inspired by bandages, symbolizes the gradual breaking of internal barriers, ultimately tearing through layers of obstacles to find release and acceptance, and embracing a new self. This song is a cross-disciplinary artistic elevation, blending music, fashion, and non-binary culture. NAI hopes to invite listeners to reexamine their relationship with the binary world, encouraging each soul to pursue their own freedom and existence while discovering their ideal inner world and a realm of freedom.