Happiness Is An Option

It is not easy It is not easy Looking from a window at the back of a house at the edge of a town It's grey like the day when I lost it Clouds overhead I talked to a flower that was almost dead My body a prison why did I do it? Someone told me not to but I still went through it It is not easy but don't give up now It is not easy Happiness is an option Needed somewhere to clear my head find some strength a warmer bed Maximum love in a minimal world I'd never achieved it but then I believed it so when I lost it - how? I'm not sure now - it was a strange feeling like a law repealing itself It is not easy But don't give up now It is not easy Happiness is an option It is not easy But don't give up now It is not easy Happiness is an option I can wake up in the morning and not believe what I see Look in the mirror And think if that's really me I don't think I suit my face It's not a catastrophe it's more a philosophy like the Russians wondering why we're born under a blue sky but die in a dark forest Is is not easy but don't give up now It is not easy Happiness is an option It is not easy but don't give up now It is not easy Happiness is an option This is neither old nor new It's always, forever Somewhere between sense and ambition pleasure and decision we have to make a choice What do we want? Everyone singing 'War, what is it good for?' while planning the next one? I don't need to win You don't have to lose We can choose Happiness is an option It is not easy but don't give up now It is not easy Happiness is an option It is not easy the war within us but it gets easier the more we learn I don't need to win You don't have to lose We can choose happiness is an option It not easy but don't give up now It is not easy Happiness is an option I don't have to win You don't have to lose We can choose Happiness is an option