Doctor Doctor

Oh man I'm fucked up man I think I need to see a psychiatrist My mind's playin' tricks on me man I said doctor, doctor won't you help me? So many sick thoughts see my mind ain't healthy Mad at the fact that I ain't wealthy So I sell drugs ain't shit you can tell me When he got 10 cars and I got no car Waiting at the bus stop I can't go far You ain't poor, you don't know what it is like To be in my shoes man and see what I live like Now how could you live life? Twenty plus years old caught in a midlife crisis Fuck who's the nicest It?s about copping 'em new devices Italian ices, gougin' prices When you on top you should see how life is So unrighteous but it feels so good Mad at me like he ain't no good but I feel so good I mean, I mean damn doc Shit is going real good for me I got a lot of fame now But I don't think I could take it man, check it out I said doctor, doctor I need help now Ain't slept in years, so I see a meltdown Either that or a permanent breakdown 'Cause my height man, ain't learning the breakdown I'm on tone now, my voice is toned down Moving too fast but I can't slow down Doc said to rest, time to cancel the show now Fans upset like I'm a no show, wow But I ain't do it on purpose Behind the fame man I'm a regular person But I feel worthless, the gift and curses If I fuck up my voice then it ain't worth it But I gotta give them what they purchase If I'm the disciple then what they worship Is hip hop not just a couple of verses But doc hold up I'm just touching the surface I mean damn doc I can't take this no more man I'm cracking under pressure It?s a little too much for me man My mind's going crazy right now, check it out I said doctor, doctor I'm losing my mind quick Ain't been shot, but it feels like I'm hit Who would have thought after all I did And all I gained I would call it quits? Five nine but I'm tall as shit The sky is the limit, then watch how tall I get Wait, this is what other niggas would call dreams For me this is life meaning it was foreseen So why am I complaining? God bless me man I'm an angel in training Now they came in the game with a dash like Damon Predicted the rain man, just like Rain Man Down in the sun on the Island of Cayman While you and your main man, still on the mainland Even real niggas know what I'm sayin' Ya shit change but I ain't changing for nobody I mean God damn doc I been coming to you for the last three years And you ain't say shit Seem like I talk my way out of my own problems See now I pay you all this money I'm crazy man, I'm crazy I'm crazy man, I'm crazy I'm crazy man, I'm crazy I'm crazy man, I'm crazy I'm crazy man, I'm crazy We going to the next one now, Mims, yeah