I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning 'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Aahh the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oohh I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're like protection But how do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence The quiet scares me cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation I won't remember save your breath 'cos what's the use? Aahh the night is calling? And it whispers to me softly come and play But I I am falling And If I let myself go I'm the only one to blame I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're like perfection But how do I feel this good sober? I'm coming down coming down coming down Spinning 'round spinning 'round spinning 'round Looking for myself - SOBER When it's good then it's good it's so good till it goes bad Till you're trying to find the you that you once had I have heard myself cry never again Broken down in agony just tryna find a fit Ooo Oooo I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're like perfection But how do I feel this good sober OOooo OOoo I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're like perfection How do I feel this good sober? Will I ever feel this good sober? Tell me No no no no no pain How do I feel this good sober?