Last Hope

I don't even know myself at all I thought I would be happy by now The more I try to push it I realise you've gotta let go of control Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Just let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Every night I try my best to dream Tomorrow makes it better Then I wake up the cold reality That not a thing has changed But it will happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing And the salt in my wounds isn't burning anymore than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore Ad the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have, the only thing I know that's keeping me alive Alive Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going So if I let go of control now, I can be strong And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going So if I keep my eyes closed, with nobody home And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ohhh Ohhh