My guilt and my shame always sell me short
Always feel the same
And my face and my soul always wear me thin
Always under control
But the longest hours you'll have in your life
Are the ones you sit through to know if you're right
So I'll wait
but I pray that I'm wrong
Because I think I know what's going on
So let me get this straight
the only will is my own
I do whatever I want and stay alone
All my decisions make it untouchable and tainted
I'm gonna suffer for the rest of my life
But I will always find a way to survive
I'm not a failure
but I know what it's like
I can take it or leave it
or die
Stay
you don't always know where you stand
Till you know that you won't run away
There's something inside me that feels
Like breathing in sulfur
My life is undone
and I'm a sinner to most but a sage to some
And my gods are untrue
I'm probably wrong
but I'm better than you
And the longest hours I've had in my life
Were the ones I went through to know I was right
So I'm safe
but I'm a little outside
I'm gonna laugh when I'm buried alive
Stay
you don't always know where you stand
Till you know that you won't run away
There's something inside me that feels
Like breathing in sulfur
Like breathing in sulfur
Like breathing in sulfur
Stay
you don't always know where you stand
Till you know that you won't run away
There's something inside me that feels
Like breathing in sulfur
Stay
you don't always know where you stand
Till you know that you won't run away
There's something inside me that feels
Like breathing in sulfur
Like breathing in sulfur
Like breathing in sulfur
Like breathing in sulfur