Goodbye to You (feat. Dot Rotten)

Hey Can you hear me I just wanted to let you know Hmm I hope you can hear what I write to you How could I say goodbye to you When I'm a life that came out of the inside Of a life that was inside of you I gotta respect the way you provided food For the whole fam You came over a moon rush Supporting a mar jays old man Cold double 8 8 kids bare wheels Plus racists full of hatred in your own plant 3 jobs in a day Rest in life in you working But you were never stress free Just locked in a cage slaving They said they were gold in the pavements But you came and saw the road to amazement Broke your heart But still you were prone to last And your sorrow was over fast I hope your listening right I still think of you every Sunday No one can top your chicken and rice Even through the darkness times You held us all up because your vision was bright I knew your strength was your wisdom inside You never let anyone see your heartache You just got on with it Anyone tells me that they knew you said you were beautiful And your words you would stand strong with it Cause they were like warmth on a winter night But I was just too young to go on with it And there somethings I could try to do But it's an impossible task for me To even try to say goodbye to you I couldn't do that I owe my life to you And of the pieces of my soul Because I need a sign I hope this pain will heal in time You know I never want to be alo-oh-oh-one I can see the stars as a cold wind greets the air And will you think of me up there Can I say goodbye to you And paint the stains of the teardrops down my face Or feel the chill of your warm embrace Can I say goodbye to you Ohh I think you phoney I was younger with the knowledge Of things that I know now I would be by your side when you needed me Instead of asking you 'Nan can I go out Standing in a road with The gangs that I know now Everyone's missing you loads Jessica's grown up Warreen Lauren and Alex are fine And I'm living with hope It's been a while Since I've seen C and the mouths I miss seeing a family being a family And us agreeing with smiles How it used to be as a child But as time goes by the bridge seems longer Family problems have never been funny In my heart the only one That dissed me was Sonia She took all our inheritance money Left the rest of us to pick up the pieces I never forgive the way she betrayed us There ain't a big enough reason Before I sell out my fam I'll be giving up breathing But I guess that everyone's different Or should I say no one's perfect She had happiness in front of her But chose to ride the wave that no ones surfing Since you gone the foundations crumbled So building it back up is my next step I got all the bricks and the cement but It's hard when it's done I don't know what to expect So give me the strength That I need to perform this task Make it right I must do And I ask cause I trust you It goes way beyond a song When I say I love you And of the pieces of my soul Because I need a sign I hope this pain will heal in time You know I never wanna be alo-oh-oh-one I can see the stars as a cold The wind greets the air And will you think of me up there Can I say goodbye to you And paint the stains of the teardrops down my face Or feel the chill of your warm embrace Can I say goodbye to you Ohh It's just for now so I should hush I'll never get enough I'll see you when I see you but I miss you Ohh how I miss you It's just for now so I should hush I'll never get enough I'll see you when I see you but I miss you Ohh how I miss you There ain't enough words to describe How sorry I am for the pain that I caused Sorry for when I stuck up my own blood We were young And he said it was rapeing his broad And for the day police came to the door I'm sorry for being such a bad youth Stealing from your purse And making you mourn I never been able to say this before Cause I was so inconsiderate You loved me unconditionally And I took advantage of it like a idiot Not seeing the pure soul that I was living with I really hope that you can forgive me You going away was a punishment But I won't let go I'm holding you with me But I still fight the emotions within me I can see the stars as the cold wind greets the air And will you think of me up there And can I say goodbye to you And paint the stains of the teardrops down your face Feel the chill of your warm embrace And can I say goodbye to you I can see the stars as a cold wind greets the air And will you think of me up there Can I say goodbye to you And paint the stains of the teardrops down my face Or feel the chill of your warm embrace Can I say goodbye to you