Beautiful Trauma

We were on fire I slashed your tires It's like we burned so bright, we burn out I made you chase me I wasn't that friendly My love, my drug, we're fucked up, oh 'Cause I been on the run so long, they can't find me You wakin' up to remember I'm pretty And when the chemicals leave my body Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'Cause mmm tough Times they keep comin', all night Laughin' and fuckin' Some days I can barely breathe After we were high on the love Don't doubt it was you The pill I keep takin' The nightmare I wake in There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my drug, we're fucked up You punched a hole in the wall and I framed it I wish I could feel things like you Everyone's chasin' that holy feelin' And if we don't stay lit we'll blow out Blow out 'Cause we been on the run so long they can't find us Who's gonna have to die to remind us? That it feels like we chose this blindly Now I'm gonna fuck up a hotel lobby 'Cause these tough Times they keep comin', last night I might've messed it up again Some days I can barely breathe But after we were high on the love Don't doubt it was you The pill I keep takin' The nightmare I wake in There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my drug, we're fucked up Mmm, tough times They keep comin', all night Laughin' and fuckin' Somedays I can barely breath After we were high on the love Don't doubt it was you The pill I keep takin' The nightmare I wake in There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh