40 days

I see myself I'm all alone I'm going on 40 something days It couldn't be tamed It couldn't be stopped She stares at me now with her eye I'm too far gone I'm too far gone I don't look back and take her on 'Cause I'm too afraid to say goodbye And this fear It keeps me holding on When she calls I am healed Cause she takes my pain away When she calls Makes me feel I'm trapped and I can't get out When she calls Nothin's real And she keeps me hangin'on Hangin'on For 40 days and 40 nights I gave it all but lost the fight I had dreams And I had faith But now I m someone that I hate I'm too far gone I'm too far gone She told me weakness was my strength I'm too afraid to say goodbye And this fear it keeps me holding on When she calls I am healed Cause she took my pain away When she called Makes me feel I was trapped and I can't get out When she called Nothin's real And she keeps me hangin'on Hangin'on Now you're gone Now you're gone And I can see the end I made mistakes I made mistakes I cannot pretend You made me fall You made me fall Gone are the days when I stood all alone When she called I was healed Cause she took my pain away When she called Made me feel I was trapped and I can't get out When she called Nothin's real And she kept me hangin'on Hangin'on