desire

Why do you cry with your hair tied up and my t-shirt on? I guess I'll be gone when the lease is up Where did we go wrong? But damn, you look good when your tears dry up I hate to be the one to make your fears fire up I'll be outside when the sky falls down Wanna get the fuck out this lonely town Where will you be when I go insane? I don't give a fuck, it all feels the same Easier to blame with a broken heart Hate me now that we've grown apart What do you desire? (Hold me down when I fall apart) (Hold me down when I fall apart) What do you desire? (Hold me down when I fall apart) (Hold me down when I fall apart) By now, I should be in LA Wasting my time chasing better days But I know way too many things to stay Alone, at loss for words, but still I've won and I've lost but I fell and I fucked it up I've won and I've lost but I fell and I fucked it up Laying in bed with my headphones on And our playlist up I'm spinning right now, hope it don't last long Why did I get drunk? But damn, you look good when your tears dry up I hate to be the one to make your fears fire up I'll be outside when the sky falls down Wanna get the fuck out this lonely town All of these years, do you feel the same? Chasing our ride in the pouring rain Staying up late just to walk you home Clinging to me like it's all you know What do you desire? (Hold me down when I fall apart) (Hold me down when I fall apart) What do you desire? (Hold me down when I fall apart) (Hold me down when I fall apart) Lately I've been left out for dead Caught between hits of your cigarette If I'm honest, pretty sure I'm still Alone, at loss for words, but still I've won and I've lost but I fell and I fucked it up I've won and I've lost but I fell and I fucked it up But damn, you look good in your photographs Breaking my heart every time you laugh All of these shots poured down the drain I tried, but it tastes like novocaine Now that you're free, do you feel alright Downing these shots with another guy I know you've moved on, just know that I'm trying Anything it takes to feel alright For you, yeah I've heard it all and made mistakes Chased my days with novocaine Oh, I wonder, are we a work of art I know we'll suck at making plans In the end you'll understand (I know it's fucked up, but...) (For you)