Lost Control

Mirrors they never lie Don't see myself inside Why can’t I get it right? I don’t know You're always watching me fall Shadows they like my wall Why do I feel so small? I don't know So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside Now I know I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again Ooh Tired of being afraid But lately, I've lost my faith What is love without pain, it ain't home You're watching me but I'm below When I get caught I hope This is kinda like how they will Take me home So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside Now I know I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again I know that I'm a mess But I ain't trying to be the best Oh, whatever's coming next I better pray-ay-ay-ay Never said I was an angel I am damaged all the way So whatever's coming next I better pray-ay-ay-ay I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again