90 Days

No-no-no, no-no-no, no Hey No-no-no, no-no-no, no We're driving in a black car And it's blacked out and we're spinnin' We're listening to "Fast Car" And you're driving fast and you're singin' Don't wanna tell you what I'm feelin' Don't want this night to hit a ceiling I'm wearing dirty white shoes A white t-shirt and your jacket I'm laughing, but I'm lying When you're smiling, I'm the saddest I hide my face so you don't see it I think out loud, hope you don't hear it It's going on 18 months now And it's fucked up, but I'm falling I feel it every day now But I'm stallin', but I'm stallin' I'm here, but I'm in pieces And I don't know how to fix this And I don't know how to fix this, no If I'm just somebody that you're gonna leave And you don't feel something when you look at me You're holdin' my heart, mmm, whatcha say? Just let me down slowly, I'll be okay If you're just some habit that I gotta break I can clear my system in 90 days You're holdin' my heart, mmm, whatcha say? Just let me down slowly I get up, turn the lights out And it's four o'clock in the morning I close my eyes, I can't sleep A hotel room in New York, and I feel the space that's in between us Convince myself that this is real love 'Cause you made this shit so easy And I told you my secrets So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this I'm here, but I'm in pieces And I don't know how to fix this And I don't know how to fix this, no If I'm just somebody that you're gonna leave And you don't feel something when you look at me You're holdin' my heart, mmm, whatcha say? Just let me down slowly, I'll be okay If you're just some habit that I gotta break I can clear my system in 90 days You're holdin' my heart, mmm, whatcha say? Just let me down slowly I-I-I, I-I-I, I-I-I Ooh, no We're drivin' in your fast car, your fast car We're drivin' in your fast car, your fast car We're drivin' in your fast car, your fast car We're drivin' all night We're drivin' in your fast car, your fast car, yeah We're drivin' in your fast car, your fast car, yeah We're drivin' in your fast car, your fast car, yeah We're drivin' all night If I'm just somebody that you're gonna leave And you don't feel something when you look at me You're holdin' my heart, mmm, whatcha say? (Oh, you're holdin' my heart) Just let me down slowly, I'll be okay If you're just some habit that I gotta break (Gotta break) I can clear my system in 90 days You're holdin' my heart, mmm, whatcha say? (Oh, you're holdin' my heart) Just let me down slowly