This Loss

Itty-bitty, oh-so pretty as I watch myself break down Satisfying as l'm crying, watch the vomit hit the ground I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me The feeling of this loss keeps creeping Ingesting any joy that I might find It's tearing in my heart (It's killing me) It's robbing me on something I was Had to take it now I hate it, it won't ever stop I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it There's nothing like the sound of screaming looping up all in my mind Horrid pictures of the past invading my pineal high I am just the shadow of a man I once used to be Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me (Always taken back from me) The feeling of this loss keeps creeping Ingesting any joy that I might find It's tearing in my heart (It's killing me) It's robbing me on something I was Had to take it now I hate it, it won't ever stop This is plain to see Been holding on too long to this tragedy And it's time to be free To understand what this path can lay out for me So here I am again, happiness is a club I'll never be in I'll never be in I'll never get in I'll never get in Never get in Never get in The feeling of this loss keeps creeping Ingesting any joy that I might find It's tearing in my heart (It's killing me) It's robbing me on something I was Had to take it now I hate it, it won't ever stop I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it take it back I wanna take it back, I want it take it back I wanna take it back, I want it take it back I wanna take it back Take It back, Take It back