WAKING UP

Is this real? Because I can't feel I reach into the darkness And there's nothing to hold Trying to heal But spin my wheels The more I try to stop this The more I lose control Am I just a ghost in my own machine? In a sandbox in the entropy? Some reality Got a hold of me now And I don't think I'll escape Am I too attached to a memory? Stuck in my head for eternity Am I in a dream Or the in-between And I don't think 'Cause I'm not waking up up up Waking up up up Waking up up up Waking up up I'm not waking up up up Waking up up up Waking up up up Waking up up Conversations With simulations They say there's no escaping It's a never ending road My salvation It's lost in translation The more I can't explain it The more I lose control Am I just a ghost in my own machine? In a sandbox in the entropy? Some reality Got a hold of me now And I don't think I'll escape Am I too attached to a memory? Stuck in my head for eternity Am I in a dream Or the in-between And I don't think 'Cause I'm not waking up up up Waking up up up Waking up up up Waking up up I'm not waking up up up Waking up up up Waking up up up Waking up up I'm not waking (I'm not waking) (I'm not waking)