Finally Feel Good

I wanna wake up sober See what the sunrise means to me 'Cause I've been getting colder And nothing means anything I wanna really hold ya And feel the ground beneath my feet 'Cause when it's all all over Don't wanna miss anything I put enough cigarettes on my bed Only friends gather up in my head When you hit bottom, only place to go is up When I found me, I was smiling And through the crying, I finally feel good When I broke free from the old me I was singing, "I finally feel good" I was getting closer But I was getting in my way We're only getting older I keep on making the same mistakes Self-inflicted torture It no longer gets me high And finally I want to Follow my own lullaby Trying to remember what my mother said Middle finger up to my twisted head When you hit bottom, only place to go is up When I found me, I was smiling And through the crying, I finally feel good When I broke free from the old me I was singing, "I finally feel good," oh-oh A duplicate of my own skin It finally feels like home, yeah I can't tell if myself, yeah You don't have to be alone When I found me (Will I?) I was smiling (I was smiling, yeah) And through the crying (And through the crying) I finally feel good (I finally feel) When I broke free (When I broke free, broke free) From the old me (From the old me, old me) I was singing (Yeah, yeah) "I finally feel good" (I finally feel good, baby) Oh, I finally feel good, baby Oh, I finally feel good, baby Oh, I finally feel good, baby Oh, I finally feel good, baby Oh, I finally feel good Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Ooh