Wishing It Was

Beauty and grace is what touches me most Good time can put me in fear Always feel safe when things are bad So I cannot let you come near It seems that I thrive on The dark side of things I always feel alive when The death bell rings Now you have come and Bring out the tears in me Pain never makes me cry But happiness does It's so strange to watch my life go by Wishing it was Wishing it was more like a fantasy Everyday surprises me Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was This feeling won't last cause I cannot survive I tell you I've been here before Moving this fast It's a matter of time One of us walks out that door It seems that I thrive on The dark side of things I always feel alive when the death bell rings Now you come and you Bring out the tears in me Pain never makes me cry but happiness does It's so strange to watch my life go by Wishing it was Wishing it was more like a fantasy Everyday surprises me Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was Give this some thought And I'm sure you will know This is the way it must be Emotions will rise emotions will flow You bring out the tears in me Pain never makes me cry but happiness does It's so strange to watch my life go by Wishing it was Wishing it was more like a fantasy Everyday surprises me Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was Wishing it was