Father Daughter Dance

Oh I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never stood a fighting chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance It was always drama I'm sorry I'm always so anxious and numb Just sorry I'm fucked up I really just don't know how to love, how to trust I try but when I talk about him I should probably cry but He's nothing, he's no one, a stranger Oh I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never stood a fighting chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance I'm never alone But, God, I'm so lonely I fuck with my phone Hoping it'll help me with my anxiety But it don't I don't even know if I wanna have kids I don't wanna fuck 'em up the way he did Sometimes I wonder, if I'd had a dad Would he had protected me From all the bad shit, the bad men? Would I even be the same person? Somebody to help with the flat tire Somebody to walk me down the aisle Somebody to help with the flat tire Somebody to walk me down the aisle The worst part of this is I'm not even sad How do I miss something I never had? Oh I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never really stood a fighting chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance Yet everyone who has pain don't turn to ice I'm sure that at the time you tried your best But all of this has made me who I am Without that father-daughter dance