Father Daughter Dance

Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never stood a fightin' chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance There was always drama I'm sorry I'm always so anxious And I'm just sorry I'm fucked up I really just don't know how to love, how to trust I tried, but when I talk about him, I should probably cry, but He's nothing, he's no one, a stranger Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never stood a fightin' chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance I'm never alone, but God, I'm so lonely Fuck up my phone, hopin' it'll help me with my anxiety, but it don't I don't even know if I wanna have kids I don't wanna fuck 'em up the way you did And sometimes I wonder, if I'd had a dad Would he have protected me from all the bad shit? The bad men Would I even be the same person Somebody to help with a flat tire Somebody to walk me down the aisle Somebody to help with a flat tire Somebody to walk me down the aisle The worst part of this is I'm not even sad How do I miss something I never had Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never really stood a fightin' chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance And everyone has pain up to their eyes I'm sure that at the time you tried your best But all of this has made me who I am Without that father-daughter dance