I never meant to make you so numb Even though I want to see you smile again Toyed with in their deep plots like a doll Eyes won't sparkle no more You're our only Messiah, but it was just my desire My heart bled at the sight That brought me torture over and over How dare you decided he's the ONE All my tears've been run out My life has turned too dusty like vampire I'm gonna rust out and struggle in the flame of fire All my fears had been stained But my scars are still remained How much I've got to lose? My dear, where's a ray of hope? Found myself fallen in the dark side of Mars From my dead asleep dreaming Why I swear fake allegiance to that girl Until I let you down There's no sound of your breathing Still your room is so freezing My heart bled at the sight That brought me torture over and over It's something I must live with everyday Now I know there's no way out My life has turned too dusty like vampire I'm gonna rust out and struggle in the flame of fire All my fears had been stained But my scars are still remained How much I've got to lose? My dear, where's a ray of hope? My life has turned too dusty like vampire I'm gonna rust out and struggle in the flame of fire All my fears had been stained But my scars are still remained How much I've got to lose? My dear, where's a ray of hope? How does it come to the perfect ends? While I'm refusing to make amends So much hurts, so much hates are grown up Your phantom made me hold on for my dear life