I used to want to die But now I want to live forever I've got friends online And they know me better than I know myself And I don't cry Because my medication confiscates emotions, no I can't play with my feelings So I go outside And I talk about the weather Well the sky is blue, and the leaves are green I'm an atheist, so I don't believe, but Thank God for my medicine I feel so apathetic when I take my medicine And it's in my head again Thank God for my medicinе I feel so much better, and If it wasn't for my medicinе I'd wanna be dead again [Verse 2] I could never stay awake But now I'm staring at the ceiling Oh, you think I've lost weight? Gee thanks, I didn't even have to try, I just forgot I hadn't eaten And my heart can't break Because my medication confiscated sex, now I don't fancy anybody And my life is great, because it is devoid of meaning But I'm happy I was born and I don't care why And I never used to pray but I may as well try Thank God for my medicine I feel so apathetic when I take my medicine And it's in my head again Thank God for my medicine I feel so much better, and If it wasn't for my medicine I'd wanna be dead again Oh my God, I love my medicine Oh my God, there's nothing better than medicine If it wasn't for my medicine (oh my God) I'd wanna be dead again (I don't feel sad, I just feel numb) Oh my God, I love my medicine Oh my God, there's nothing better than medicine If it wasn't for my medicine (oh my God) I'd wanna be dead again (I don't feel sad, I just feel numb) Thank God for my medicine I feel so apathetic when I take my medicine And it's in my head again Thank God for my medicine I feel so much better, and If it wasn't for my medicine I'd wanna be dead again