Go ahead, you can say it's my fault If it still hurts at all I thought one of these days you might call When you were feelin' small Drownin' in my thoughts Starin' at the clock And I know I'm not on your mind I wonder what would happen if I die I hope all of my friends get drunk and high Would it be too hard to say goodbye? I hope that it's enough to make you cry Maybe that day you won't hate me Go ahead, you can say that I've changed Just say it to my face One drink and I'm back to that place (To that place) The memories won't fade (Won't fade) Drownin' in my thoughts (My thoughts) Starin' at the clock (The clock) And I know I'm not on your mind I wonder what would happen if I die I hope all of my friends get drunk and high Would it be too hard to say goodbye? I hope that it's enough to make you cry Maybe that day you won't hate me Wonder what would happen if I die (If I die) I hope all of my friends get drunk and high Would it be too hard to say goodbye? (Say goodbye) I hope that it's enough to make you cry And maybe that day you won't hate me