Losses (Bonus)

[Intro] Lil Tjay Oh, oh Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh, oh-oh [Chorus] Can't change, I remember what I've been through So when I spit, no need for pencils Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental Done seen some shit I can't get into I'm just tryna be somebody influential A lot of souls I could vent to My success is not something coincidental And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental [Verse 1] I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit" Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous That's just what this comes with, playin' with them bosses Could've caught a hammer charge the other day, I tossed it Worry 'bout my freedom every day, got me exhausted I gave niggas trust, real love, and they crossed it Tried to keep you around, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it Mad that you can't be me, I be drippin' different sauces Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses Losses, losses All these goddamn losses Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses [Chorus] Can't change, I remember what I've been through So when I spit, no need for pencils Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental Done seen some shit I can't get into I'm just tryna be somebody influential A lot of souls I could vent to My success is not something coincidental And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental [Verse 2] Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way I still be reminiscing moments from my dog days That's why I stay away from niggas and they slug ways I can't handle bad vibes, they exhaust me Lotta niggas in they Birkin, they be salty Niggas heavy on my body, get 'em off me New ice, see it's shinin', it's flossy 'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costly Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (Make it out) Niggas don't know what I went through (No, no) Self-taught, had to learn the fundamentals ('Mentals) I ain't tryna be resentful (No) I was layin' lowkey, but I meant to 'Cause everybody so judgmental If you want it, run and get it, fuck a gentle (Oh) Let the hunger deep inside represent you [Chorus] Can't change, I remember what I've been through (Oh, oh) So when I spit, no need for pencils Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental (Oh, oh) Done seen some shit I can't get into I'm just tryna be somebody influential A lot of souls I could vent to My success is not something coincidental And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental [Outro] I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit" Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous That's just what this comes with, playin' with them bosses Could've caught a hammer charge the other day, I tossed it Worry 'bout my freedom every day, got me exhausted Losses Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses