Cautious

I thought I had it in my pocket I close the door after I lock it 'Cause lately I've been feeling cautious And maybe that's why it's ironic That nothing ever hurts me anymore 'Cause I was sick of being miserable And now I never feel emotional I'm too afraid to lose any control Yeah, and it's nice to be all alone sometimes just to let it go But, lately the days have been feeling so long And maybe I don't have to be on my own But, I've been so paralyzed And lie to myself at night The head and the heart never been so opposed Meanwhile, I keep my eyes glued to the road Wait a second, where'd you go I know it's been a month or so I'll go in, wait in the car You know me, I'm never far Silence on the radio I'm not used to friends that come and go I used to keep them close I got too much safety I've been up for three weeks Someone come and save me And it's nice to be all alone sometimes just to let it go But, lately the days have been feeling so long And maybe I don't have to be on my own But, I've been so paralyzed And lie to myself at night The head and the heart never been so opposed Meanwhile, I keep my eyes glued to the road I'm so sick of being cautious (Cautious) I'm so sick of being cautious all the time Turning into something caustic (Caustic) And I don't really know what caused it, I'll be fine I'm so sick of being cautious I'm so sick of being cautious all the time Turning into something caustic I don't really know what caused it, I'll be fine I think I'll be fine Do I wanna be fine It seems that I'm just fine And it's fine