Oh I, I've cried a couple hundred nights And I'll probably cry a hundred more From tryna live a diamond life And you, you know you did the best you could I know you blame yourself at times But it's too late to knock on wood And I love you so much, so much that it hurts But that don't mean I'm gonna censor my words Yeah I messed up, I messed up again But I swear that my heart is as gold as it gets Mama told me to look to heaven "It’s a dark, dark world, it's a dangerous place for a girl like you" But mama, I don’t belong to heaven 'Cause I’ve sold my soul a long time ago, just like you Maybe life, life is just a learning curvе To get you in the nicest hеarse Or maybe it just ends on earth And I love you so much, so much that it hurts But that don't mean I'm gonna censor my words Yeah I messed up, I lost all my friends But I swear that my heart is as gold as it gets Mama told me to look to heaven "It’s a dark, dark world, it's a dangerous place for a girl like you" But mama, I don’t belong to heaven 'Cause I’ve sold my soul a long time ago, just like you