It all starts with me and all of my needs I'll be what you want, do you want me to be Heaven You're high when I'm low and this machine's broke I hold out for more while I'm here on the ropes Heaven, heaven Suddenly, I see you everywhere You're always in my head Never been so lost Talk to me, it's like you're never there It's like you never care That I've been so lost Suddenly, I see you everywhere You're always in my head Never been so lost Talk to me, it's like you're never there It's like you never care That I've been so lost That I've been so lost Starts with the hurt, the memories that were It's always too much, will I ever learn Heaven I'm losing control, it's hell in my soul And I'm only tough when I'm drinking my way to Heaven, heaven Suddenly, I see you everywhere You're always in my head Never been so lost Talk to me, it's like you're never there It's like you never care That I've been so lost Suddenly, I see you everywhere You're always in my head Never been so lost Talk to me, it's like you're never there It's like you never care That I've been so lost That I've been so lost Heaven, heaven Suddenly, I see you everywhere You're always in my head Never been so lost Talk to me, it's like you're never there It's like you never care That I've been so lost Suddenly, I see you everywhere You're always in my head Never been so lost Talk to me, it's like you're never there It's like you never care That I've been so lost That I've been so lost