I\'m rolling back the years with all my heart I\'m dwelling on my joyous thoughts of sorrow I\'m indulging in illusions of love Of my everlasting love, my everlasting long-lost crazy love I\'m hiding like a fool, like a child at heart I\'m drawing back from laughter and from sorrow To wallow in illusions of love Of my never-glowing love Of my neverglow And I will leave you all alone, my little home And I will chill you to the bone And I will see you through the night, my little muse And I will sing your autumn blues For you\'re my guardian and my fallen angel child And you\'re my silence and my turmoil of the night You\'re my everlasting love, my everlasting long-lost crazy love I\'m falling half asleep with all my heart I\'m dreaming of a stillborn child of sorrow And I\'m straying in delusions of love Of my never-glowing love Of my neverglow And I will leave you all alone, my little home And I will chill you to the bone And I will see you through the night, my little muse And I will sing your autumn blues For you\'re my guardian and my fallen angel child And you\'re my silence and my turmoil of the night You\'re my everlasting love, my everlasting long-lost crazy love