I couldn’t even form the words I want to say to you When I’m sitting here where you should be I tried everything I could to make you stay And now I’m counting days to see you in heaven ‘You wouldn’t like this world’ ‘It’s cruel and unfair, oh the economy’ I kept saying that to comfort myself You wouldn’t want to feel what I felt But what if you turned out strong like me? My boy, my boy I’d do anything before you’re even here You will always have my love in any universe My boy, my Theodore Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing I bet the city lights are prettier up there I bet there’s all the space to run around I bet you’ll find another home to stay Did you get his smile, his jawline or my eyes? Have you inherited my tragic sense of romance? Will you be a fan of basketball or guitar strings? Guess you will tell me in another life ‘You wouldn\'t like this world’ ‘There is no love or genuine’ I kept talking myself into my choice He could be that kind of father But he could never be the family you deserve My boy, my boy I’d do anything before you’re even here You will always have my love in any universe My boy, my Theodore Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing It was the right choice It was the right choice, wasn’t it? It was the right choice ‘Cause I altered the timing It was the right choice (I think so) It was the right choice, wasn’t it? (I think so) It was the right choice (I think so) It was the right choice, but I’d do anything before you’re even here You will always have my love in any universe Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing I bet the city lights are prettier up there I bet there’s all the space to run around I bet you’ll find another home to stay