Am I being too bold? Am I being too real? Am I being too straightforward? Am I romanticising? Am I hallucinating? Am I oversharing again? Maybe I’m just hopeless, or maybe I’m just that kind of girl ‘Cause I wanted to hangout And I actually cared And I communicated ‘Cause I showed my interest And I tried to know him And I thought he’d be different But I’m nevertheless, look how many times did the same thing break my heart I think I waited for him to hurt me I think I wanted him so desperately I think about ’til death do us apart But I died alone instead I’m the reckless driver in a Cadillac I’m the optimist who’s always sad I’m the girl who lost a guy in ten days It could’ve been everything but the end is not even close to the screenplay Was I being impatient? Was I being aggressive? Was I being brave or insane? Was I speaking out loud? Was I holding too tight? Was I causing too much pressure? Maybe he’s got good intentions, or maybe I’m building castles in the air But he kissed on my neck And he held me in bed And he said I could be family But then he slowed it down And then he disappeared And said ‘I need to figure us out’ I thought I did it right, but maybe he’s the wise one this time I think I waited for him to hurt me I think I wanted him so desperately I think about ’til death do us apart But I died alone instead I’m the reckless driver in a Cadillac I’m the optimist who’s always sad I’m the girl who lost a guy in ten days It could’ve been everything but the end is not even close to the screenplay