i couldn\'t sleep when no one\'s around me but when he get through me i ask myself where is my belief who i belong with overwhelmed in this agony 55 kilograms fall right on the chest of me after all he signs his relief and i sang a song with him bad bitches\' melody mother smokes cigarette so i\'m undefeated i am my own army did he give me anything, hmmm i said nothing instead of anything conceited he mistaken me as a little kid if it wasn\'t him who buried me who did tell me acnes on my face see them as badges so im still flawless headphone as my shield behind the scenes i\'m nowhere to be found he is reckless i\'m in his lead don\'t know what to do with it all the weight i lose all the ecstasy lead me to this page mother told me she\'s always here how is your back pain any better today but everytime i pass that place i still can\'t face anti romantic blacklisting is my way of protecting waiting is so useless can\'t take me back to innocence rugged pants rugged hair rugged face rugged lips i cant help abusing you when ever you come to my mind all the ecstasy all the memory all the bittersweet all the best of me flew away with a \"sorry\" oh and i sang a song with him bad bitches\' melody mother smokes cigarette so i\'m undefeated i am my own army did he give anything i said nothing instead of anything conceited he mistaken me as a little kid am i still a kid for you