Saying I’ll be calm, I’m a grown up I will behave and not totally lost control When I’m sitting in the taxi Looking at the streets And the buildings I recognised from before Didn’t know what we’re gonna say After 2 months since she broke my heart Maybe I’ll learn in a moment After he said whatsoever he had in his head Maybe I’ll finish this song in an hour After I spilled all the rage on my plate Might end up in my lingerie Or just drunk girl dead again Deep down a part of me hates you But I was staring at your tender eyes I didn’t even realise my cigarette burnt my hair Oh Lord, what is this ever-spinning carousel That I never seem to get off Deep down a part me loves you still When I hear your delicate giggles Curly hair and late night beers, frozen recollections Oh Lord, all the people you brought me You never meant for them to part away Hey brain, can you not work tonight? I need to talk without being rational Hey soul, can you pour it all out for now? Let’s handle this all emotional Hey you, all I want is a conversation after 2 months You know the silence and every hello’s killing me Maybe I’ll know what I’m holding on Aside from your musical talents Maybe I’ll see what I’ve missed After all I’m known for sightless Might end up being smarter But I highly doubt the chances I am never good with chances Deep down a part of me hates you But I was staring at your tender eyes I didn’t even realise my cigarette burnt my hair Oh Lord, what is this ever-spinning carousel That I never seem to get off Deep down a part me loves you still When I hear your delicate giggles Curly hair and late night beers, frozen recollections Oh Lord, all the people you brought me You never meant for them to part away Two after eight, I had the flashback All the liquor and the jamming and the fries Half past eleven, I’m in exile All the maybes came to light Forty after one, I got nothing left Hit call and thought what the hell, but What’s the worst could happen, anyway? Two after two, I found myself Standing in the same place with no regret Sunrising, ashtray overload Same affection locking into my eyes Some time in the morning, clothes on the floor Was it a moment of weakness? Or, are there really goodbyes? Deep down a part of me hates you But I was staring at your tender eyes I didn’t even realise my cigarette burnt my hair Oh Lord, what is this ever-spinning carousel That I never seem to get off Deep down a part me loves you still When I hear your delicate giggles Curly hair and late night beers, frozen recollections Oh Lord, all the people you brought me You never meant for them to part away