[00:00.220] i try to feel alive again [00:01.180] Told myself not to deepen emotions [00:02.341] 痛苦它到底又多了幾分 [00:04.022] when i wasted you gonna leave me first [00:05.683] my heart is turning out to cold world [00:07.404] all the night pain take me to the sleeping walk [00:09.346] 她的靈魂又出現在我左右 [00:11.908] actually you not stay around me 我早看透 [00:14.709] devil 不停反復消耗我的HP [00:17.691] 她的離開也成為我PTSD [00:19.853] i got no time [00:20.754] and i got no fear [00:22.535] who\'s care give a fxxk about what you mean [00:25.777] one shot 冰冷子彈穿過我的head [00:28.399] 如何證明我是活著i will learn again [00:31.201] 熟悉的街道 我早已經走個遍 [00:33.882] 我把孤獨全部液化藏在心裡面 [00:36.544] i got no fear [00:37.765] i got no fear [00:38.606] 可她的心我看不清 [00:41.007] i got no fear [00:41.608] i got no fear [00:42.208] 她的世界我走不進 [00:44.449] i will kill myself [00:45.910] i will kill myself [00:46.691] 我的眼淚是你留給我最後的煎熬 [00:50.273] i will kill myself [00:51.454] i will kill myself [00:52.275] i gonna go outside [00:53.075] 回憶就像鋒利的刀 [00:54.937] lonely stay with me all the time [00:57.018] we\'re be fxxk all right [00:58.699] we\'re be fxxk all right [00:58.699] [00:59.860] I tried to drink it way [01:01.381] 我試著把它抹去 [01:03.122] I tried to pray it away [01:05.163] 我試著用祈禱讓它消失 [01:08.125] But it follows me home [01:10.007] 可它還是跟著我回家 [01:13.049] Every step every day [01:14.069] 一步不差 日復一日 [01:14.069] [01:16.251] I tried to drink it way [01:17.572] 我試著把它抹去 [01:20.454] I tried to pray it away [01:23.236] 我試著用祈禱讓它消失 [01:27.418] But it follows me home [01:28.899] 可它還是跟著我回家 [01:31.141] Every step every day [01:32.042] 一步不差 日復一日 [01:32.042] [01:33.342] I m lost [01:33.843] 我迷失了 [01:34.683] Sometimes I feel so lost [01:36.064] 有些時候 我徹底迷失 [01:37.705] Some stuff babe you don t see [01:39.126] 有些重量 你從未看見 [01:41.668] Can t turn this sht on pause [01:43.009] 這場混亂無法暫停 [01:45.371] My mind it just won t sleep [01:47.052] 我的意識始終無法入睡 [01:50.014] Can t turn this sht around [01:52.475] 我沒法讓一切回到原位 [01:55.297] I feel so incomplete [01:56.738] 殘缺在我體內回響 [01:59.380] Maybe this time I m done [02:01.802] 也許這一次 我真的走到了盡頭 [02:08.186] I ll be in your memories [02:10.708] 只存在於你的記憶之中 [02:14.450] I flinch when you raise your voice on me [02:17.332] 當你提高聲音對我說話 我會下意識地收緊自己 [02:25.578] I hate how the past keeps a hold on me [02:28.380] 我厭倦過去緊緊抓著我不放 [02:31.041] Somedays I love somedays explodes in me [02:32.883] 有些日子 我在愛裡存活 有些日子 它在我體內崩裂 [02:37.146] I m learning to love while your choking me [02:40.348] 我學著如何去愛 而你 卻讓我逐漸失去呼吸