It's cold here in the city it always seems that way And i've been thinkin' about you almost everyday Thinkin' about the good times thinkin' about the rain Thinkin' about how bad it feels alone again I?m sorry for the way things are in china I?m sorry things ain't what they used to be But more than anything else i?m sorry for myself 'cause you?re not here with me Our friends all ask about you i say you?re doin' fine I expect to hear from you almost anytime They all know i?m cryin' i can?t sleep at night They all know i?m dyin' down deep inside I?m sorry for all the lies i told you I?m sorry for the things i didn't say But more than anything else i?m sorry for myself I can?t believe you went away I?m sorry if i took some things for granted I?m sorry for the chains i put on you More than anything else i?m sorry for myself For livin' without you