So Hard

Oooooooooooo He made it so hard To trust someone He made it so hard To fall in love Not tryna mess up this relationship (thinking) Cause the last man did me that way You gon' do the same things I Don't wanna be this way But I'm hoping you can change The way that I feel You see (ooooo) I trusted him with everything Never held back anything Thought we'd be together for the rest of our lives So suddenly he took his love away And made it hard to trust again I know I been holding back But he really hurt me bad I don't wanna take my past And put it all on u I'm not tryna hold you back Really hope you understand I don't know what I'm gonna do When I think of what he did to me It makes it hard to fall in love When I think about just what I need It makes it hard to trust someone Baby I gotta let go Don't wanna miss out on love this time Gotta leave those things behind Whatever's yours, you call it ours Send flowers with love you keep me showered And so did my ex-man at first You see what started out so simple All flew out the window There I go comparing you to him again It keeps holding me down (I gotta let it go) I wanna give love a chance (cause you may never know) Baby you could be the one for me Yes the only one for me And I don't wanna lose a good thing no One disappointment, one heartbreak Too many mistakes in love I've made I cant come with all this baggage Thinking he's gon' have it See I know I'm being selfish But I gotta let it go Close that chapter close that book Faith and love is all it ever took That's why I never gave up And I never gave in Cause I know true love is waiting for me again He made it so hard to trust someone He made it so hard to fall in love Oooooooooo