Furthest Thing

[Verse 1] Somewhere between psychotic and iconic Somewhere between I want it and I got it Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted Somewhere a mistress and commitment But I stay down, girl I always stay down Get down, have her lay down Promise to break everybody off before I break down Everyone just wait now So much on my plate now People I believed in they don't even show their face now What they got to say now? Nothing they can say now Nothing really changed but still they look at me away now What more can I say now? What more can I say now? You might feel like nothing was the same [Hook x2] I still been drinking on the low Mobbin on the low Fuckin on the low Smokin on the low I still been plotting on the low Scheming on the low The furthest thing from perfect Like everyone I know [Verse 2] And I hate that you don't think that I belong to ya Just too busy running shit to run home to ya You know that paper my passion Bittersweet celebrations, I know I can't change what happened I can't help it I can't help it I was young and I was selfish I made every woman feel like she was mine and no one else's And now you hate me Stop pretending, stop that fronting I can't take it Girl don't treat me like a stranger Girl you know I seen ya naked Girl you know that I remember, don't be a pretender Getting high at the condo, that's when it all comes together You know I stay reminiscing And makeup sex is tradition But you've been missing girl And you might feel like nothing was the same [Hook] [Bridge] Drinking, smoking, fucking, plotting Scheming, plotting, scheming, getting money Drinking, fucking, smoking, plotting, scheming, Plotting, getting money [Verse 3] This the life for me My mama told me this was right for me I got em worried, like make sure you save a slice for me I should have spoons, serve you up with a fork and knife for me Your actions make us doubt you Your lack of effort got me rapping different This the shit I wanna go out to Play this shit at my funeral if they catch me slippin Naked women swimming that's just how I'm living Donate a million to some children, that's just how I'm feeling A nigga filling up arenas, who the fuck can see us I had to Derrick Rose the knee up before I got the re-up Yours truly the boy I just build and build more Y'all niggas build and destroy You niggas party too much, man I just chill and record No filler, you feel it now if you ain't fill it before Yes Lord, this the shit I wanna go out to This the shit I wanna go out to