I want to go back forget that it's over Painted in black when you left me alone I never knew she was sleeping next door With the kid I grew up with And I can't go back to her Anymore no more You tell me you were happier within You want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you push me away But then you try to take me back My heavy heart just breaks No I can't lift the weight Put you in the past try to forget you cause it's over And every time you ask I'll pretend I'm okay You're in my head In the middle of the night when I don't feel right I dream I can hold you And I can't go back to you anymore yeah yeah You tell me you were happier within You want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you push me away But then you try to take me back My heavy heart just breaks But I can't lift the weight and I can't lift the weight And I can't lift the weigh no I can't life the weight Yeah you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks And I can't lift the weigh No I can't life the weight Yeah you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks And I can't lift the weigh No I can't life the weight Yeah you lower your standards and I raise the stakes And I can't lift the weigh No I can't life the weight You tell me you were happier within but you want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you You push me away But then you try to take it back My heavy heart just breaks But I can't lift the weight And I can't lift the weight You tell me you were happier within You want me to stay You told me that you needed time but you You push me away And then you try to take me back Say someday you will change But I don't wanna wait