Since I’ve tried to open up
I can feel its broken up
Emotion will erupt
You say you want to take us up
You really want to know whats been on my mind?
Every time I wake up in the morning I’m Depressed
And its because I’m the reason you never get rest
All I really wanted to do was give you the best
So I keep pushing forward
This is just a test
From the day we met
I knew I was blessed
You gave me the most
Never Gave me less
And how we move so much life is such a quest
And when I’m at work
I’m thinking ‘bout how we can build this fire
This empire
Everything we desire
Take us higher
Even if it makes me tired
I rewire
My thoughts
To think positive
This life is how we live
My heart and soul is all I got to give
I give it all to you
I take you up above
I don’t trust anyone who could buy your love
I just want to build something real with you
From basements to build board interviews
From darkness to nothing but lighting cues
Lee, Shu-Hsien the only thing I choose
I battle myself everyday and night
And I can’t tell who’s gonna win the fight
I been stuck in a loop and my thoughts are tight
There are so many things that I need to make right
I wish the way I feel could pass the exhaustion
Every time I talk I speak with caution
Afraid the tiredness will effect my words
Afraid that my queen will reject my words
I hate who I am this must be curse
I try to explain but it makes things worse
I’ve let these emotions control us both
The way that I feel even makes me choke
I can’t say or do what I really mean
I just do what I can to achieve these dreams
I really hope you can understand
I care more than you know yes I am your man
I feel tied up
I’m self conflicted
I want to do more
But I’ve been restricted
Held back tied down self-inflicted
I could never let go
I just have to fix this
