Open Water

Since I’ve tried to open up I can feel its broken up Emotion will erupt You say you want to take us up You really want to know whats been on my mind? Every time I wake up in the morning I’m Depressed And its because I’m the reason you never get rest All I really wanted to do was give you the best So I keep pushing forward This is just a test From the day we met I knew I was blessed You gave me the most Never Gave me less And how we move so much life is such a quest And when I’m at work I’m thinking ‘bout how we can build this fire This empire Everything we desire Take us higher Even if it makes me tired I rewire My thoughts To think positive This life is how we live My heart and soul is all I got to give I give it all to you I take you up above I don’t trust anyone who could buy your love I just want to build something real with you From basements to build board interviews From darkness to nothing but lighting cues Lee, Shu-Hsien the only thing I choose I battle myself everyday and night And I can’t tell who’s gonna win the fight I been stuck in a loop and my thoughts are tight There are so many things that I need to make right I wish the way I feel could pass the exhaustion Every time I talk I speak with caution Afraid the tiredness will effect my words Afraid that my queen will reject my words I hate who I am this must be curse I try to explain but it makes things worse I’ve let these emotions control us both The way that I feel even makes me choke I can’t say or do what I really mean I just do what I can to achieve these dreams I really hope you can understand I care more than you know yes I am your man I feel tied up I’m self conflicted I want to do more But I’ve been restricted Held back tied down self-inflicted I could never let go I just have to fix this