Wasn't raised religeous
But I wish that I was
Having nothing to believe in
It's been killing my buzz
Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds
Play "Hallelujah" like two dozen times
And yesterday, I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up'
Don't like to talk, just lay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Give me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry
Can't tell my mama
It makes her worry
I'm not suicidal
Sometimes, the lines get all blurry
Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds
Play "Hallelujah" like two dozen times
And yesterday, I tried to pray
But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up'
Don't like to talk, just lay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Give me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry
I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up'
Don't like to talk, just lay in my bed
Don't even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Give me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
I try and I try
But I'm too sad to cry
