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Don't like the way that I look I don't like the way that I feel I'm acting like everything's cool But maybe it's time I start keeping it real I've thought about killing myself I've thought about ending it all I've thought about standing on top of my building in Brooklyn and seeing how long it would take me to fall I'm scared And I'm losing my patience I wanna feel weightless I hate this What's up? Ey Don't know why I'm so fucked up It sucks, ey Maybe I'm over-dramatic But I'm just keeping it real I'm not always okay I don't know how to deal I wish I had someone to give me some love I wish I had someone to give me a hug I'm sick of the liquor and sick of the drugs I wish I could just stop fucking up Dear Johnny, be honest You can change if you want it And let me tell you something else that's true There's no one else that's just like you Dear Johnny, be real It's okay to feel One day you're going to hear this song And laugh because you stayed so strong Got a brother I know that I don't call enough "Hey baby boy, what's up, I miss you so much" Got a father that raised me when shit got tough But we don't really know how to talk about stuff Got a mother I ain't seen in eighteen years Just know that I forgive you, there's been too many tears I hope I don't get any older With this chip up on my shoulder I think it's time I switched it all up Dear Johnny, be honest You can change if you want it And let me tell you something else that's true There's no one else that's just like you Dear Johnny, be real It's okay to feel One day you're going to hear this song And laugh because you stayed so strong I'm falling away From everything that's ever brought me down I am the sound Now I'm falling away From everything that's ever brought me down I am the sound Now Dear Johnny, be honest You can change if you want it And let me tell you something else that's true There's no one else that's just like you Dear Johnny, be real It's okay to feel One day you're going to hear this song And laugh because you stayed so strong Haha I feel better already Yeah Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest Wow Thank you for listening Thank you for being a part of our life Shout out to Studio G Shout out to Brooklyn Shout out to Venice Beach Shout out to Pam the cat Shout out to Jolene the dog And word to Eleven Yeah, love you This is a family This is MCID Hahaha