Lost My Lover

Sometimes, people start movin' different And they start, feeling different things I, but this is how I'm feeling right now, yeah When you told me that you love me, was it something that you meant? When I told you that I loved you, that's the only thing I felt Told you, "I would take a bullet for you", but then you still left Never had to take that bullet, but you was leavin' felt like death Lost my lover, lost my friend Lost my start and lost my end I'm not fine, but I'll pretend You're my what, how, why and when I still wonder how you are You're so close but you're still far I can't get to you by car 'Cause you live inside my heart You're my sunshine, you're my storm With you is where I belong You feel safe, you are my home Always been my comfort zone And now I live all alone I think about you daily From the sunrise to the sunset I watch the water move Rememberin' days you used to move me There's something bliss about lovin' you Like I was born to fall for you Like I was born to be hurt by your words You never meant to say, your words are poison I sip on your lies, like it's my favorite drink It's like being addicted to something that's killin' you But, baby, I'm feelin' you You're Heaven and Hell The warmest Summer and coldest Winter The sweetest soul with a heart so bitter, it never made sense to me You taught me love and heartbreak How to gain love and then lose it (Lose it) How to feel love and abuse it (Abuse it) Love is a drug I'm usin' (I'm usin') You're my worst nightmare and favorite dream But isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep? Isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep? Tell me isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep? (Yeah) When you told me that you love me, was it something that you meant? When I told you that I loved you, that's the only thing I felt Told you, "I would take a bullet for you", but then you still left Never had to take that bullet, but you was leavin' felt like death Lost my lover, lost my friend Lost my start and lost my end I'm not fine but I'll pretend You're my what, how, why and when I still wonder how you are You're so close but you're still far I can't get to you by car 'Cause you live inside my heart You're my sunshine, you're my storm With you is where I belong You feel safe, you are my home Always been my comfort zone And now I live all alone I said "Isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep?" Isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep?