Heavy With Hoping

How can I explain Can you imagine it? Trying my best Trying to find happiness If I belonged If I had a home anywhere It's in your heartbeat Let me be there Heavy with hoping That you know it That you feel the way I do Show me you're broken Cause I'm frozen Cause I'm still in love with you Shut me up Shoot me down before I break and tell the truth Heavy with hoping Heavy with hoping you love me too If I let you go We end in tragedy How would you know How to get back to me If I had a clue If I had a chance anyhow This is my last one I'm nothing without you now Even though I broke your heart And you're all those miles away Won't you tell me you forgive me Won't you bring me home to stay Maybe now we could be ready Maybe this is just a test of faith Heavy with hoping That you know it That you feel the way I do Show me you're broken Cause I'm frozen Cause I'm still in love with you Shut me up Shoot me down before I break and tell the truth Heavy with hoping Heavy with hoping you love me too