Still Learning

I should be living the dream But I'm living with a security team And that ain't gonna change, no I got a paranoia in me And you wouldn't believe Everything that I've seen, no Coming apart at the seams And no one around me knows Who I am, what I'm on Who I've hurt and where they've gone I know that I've done some wrong But I'm trying to make it right Did the one I love do me wrong? Give me up right now I know that I love you but I'm still learning To love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) I'm still learning to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) I should be living the dream But I go home and I got no self-esteem (Nope) You think I'm swimming in green, but It's passed around my family tree No man wants to really commit Intimidated 'cause I get paid and shit And I caught you reading my lips, but No one around me knows Who I am, what I'm on Who I've hurt and where they've gone I know that I've done some wrong But I'm trying to make it right The same mistakes on and on To all my friends I'm sorry for They know that I love you But I'm still learning to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) I'm still learning to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) Oh, I try and I try To be a man but sometimes If I breathe it's alright Some things don't change I'm still learning to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) Who I am, what I'm on Who I've hurt and where they've gone I know that I've done some wrong But I'm trying to make it right Did the one I love do me wrong? Give me up right now I'm still learning to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) I'm still learning to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) And I try and I try To be a man but sometimes If I breathe it's alright Some things don't change I'm still learning to love myself (To love myself, I'm tryin' to love myself) I'm still learning to love myself