i should be happy

I should be happy but I'm not God gave me everything I want Took a while to catch my breath Got no respect, no respect for myself I should be happy I should be happy but I'm not I know that now What's right As I'm startin' to feel it I'm not sober, wow There's parts of me That I should be healin' It's crazy how Your life can change Right when you need it I'm older now I'm starting to feel it I should be happy but I'm not God gave me everything I want Took a while to catch my breath Got no respect, no respect for myself I should be happy I should be happy but I'm not I question why The hurt Always seems so appealing We're eye to eye For me, love Has a different meaning I should be happy but I'm not God gave me everything I want Took a while to catch my breath Got no respect, no respect for myself I should be happy I should be happy but I'm not I should be happy but I'm not I should be happy but I'm not