I’ve got millions of words to say
In the dark i’m so afraid
to tell you how much I care for you
For all the promises I’ve made
I'm sorry I have betrayed
And it's driving me insane
But you’ll have to understand
I won't even try to defend
There’re words that I can’t say to you right now
I’d have to keep it in me
and that’s what I got to do
Till the day when I stand right in front of you
I hope you’ll understand, I truly do
I’m now millions of miles away
In the dark but I’m so awake
Recalling moments I’ve shared with you
For all the feelings I have for you
For hiding them I’m such a fool
Now my heart is soaked in blue
And you’ll have to understand
There’s not much we can demand
There’re words that I can’t say to you right now
I’d have to keep it in me
and that’s what I got to do
Till the day when I stand right in front of you
I hope you’ll understand, I truly do
I’m in this attic every night and day
My loneliness just won’t go away
I've hurt you now I have to pay
For every lie I had to say
I said it to keep you safe
It sounds phoney but it is true
But you’ll have to understand
There’s not much we can demand
There’re words that I can’t say to you right now
I’d have to keep it in me
and that’s what I got to do
Till the day when I stand right in front of you
I hope you’ll understand, I truly do
