How I Weep

How I How I Weep for the loss And it creeps down my chin For the heart and the hair And the skin and the air That swirls itself around the bare How I weep How I weep How I weep and I sleep And I march and I dance And I sing and I laugh and I laugh And I laugh But inside But inside Inside I weep Inside I weep and I weep For a loss That's so deep That it hardens and turns into stone There it stays And rolls through bones Till they crumble And the earth doesn't spin It's got no way to win And the stars stare down with sad clown faces And they taunt me They taunt me So I run and I run and I run and I run But I've nowhere to go except into the sun And I weep for the loss and the loss weeps for me The loss weeps for me Then it whacks me straight into my stomach at night It's a hard blow to take with all of its might And it tries to be sorry, it tries to be sweet Then it runs out the door as if on two feet And I stand there and wonder when will I be free Then I realized I held it, it never held me It had to hurt me to finally be gone 'Cus I made the mistake of dragging it on And I wonder what kind of person am I Who weeps for a loss but can't tell it goodbye How I How I weep How I weep How I weep How I How I weep How I weep How I weep