Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again Don't know if you get it cause I can't express how thankful I am That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying every day when I hold my breath Spinning out in space pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying every day when I hold my breath Spinning out in space pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control I need you to know I would never be this strong without you You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt Cause you were home I don't wanna lose control There's nothing I can do anymore I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore Trying every day when I hold my breath Spinning out in space pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control