Bad To Myself

I'm done with the drinking Falling flat on my face, wasted When you're my good grace I just can't find my friends like I'm lost in the party I'm done with the boys who keep causing me pain Poison, when I carry the blame It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody Now it's all in the past No, I'm not going back Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire Lately, I'm so damn tired I'm being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire Lately, I'm so damn tired I'm being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself, yeah I'm done being selfish, my hollow words like So that I can't be heard and I need a chance And a real conversation I'm done overthinking, every step that I take Was it the way that I hesitate? And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation, hm Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire Lately, I'm so damn tired I'm being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire Lately, I'm so damn tired I'm being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself, yeah No demon in me that I can't fight Look in the mirror, this is my life Even through awful seasons Fighting for my own freedom No demon in me that I can't fake Look in the mirror, this is my life Even through awful seasons Fighting for my own freedom Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire Lately, I'm so damn tired I'm being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire Lately, I'm so damn tired I'm being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself, yeah