10,000 Tears (feat. Ed Sheeran)

Let me get my chakras in order Please stop planning my slaughter I need you back in my corner Why you burn that jacket I brought ya? Those nights I sat in my Corsa I was just tryna pattern my saucer Know me from way back then You know me from way back when Back when I would wish I was taller Back when I would wish I was balling Oh, I think this is my calling But bae ain't saying good morning I'm just here tryna fix it Got a tool box full with no tools in Anything I say gets twisted Cool off until the morning Nights like these I could shed 10,000 tears I fight for you and you say I don't care Go blind for you and you say I don't see Die for you and you'd say I weren't there (And I don't need to say a word Thinking about you all the time I never meant to break your heart I'm thinking 'bout you all the time) These are the nights where I sit on my own Whiskey glass, ice cube, let me get in my zone Like let me get my chakras in order Darkness in my spirit and my mind got me feeling alone Can you hear me from the outside looking in? Can you see the way it was and what it could've been? Can you see it in my bloodshot eyes? For the last time I'm not that guy You've known me since before the hype Before the buzz, before the lies, the broken trust Way before the business tore us up We were just tryna scrape change in the corner shop And I was tryna make waves ended up on a mad one Rainy grey days, every night was a sad one Regret all or nothing 'bout the things that I have done Family first, I'm a catholic grandson, but Fool me twice and then never again We were so tight but the stitching frayed I know in dark times we are one and the same So you can relate to the struggle and pain Nights like these I could shed 10,000 tears I fight for you and you say I don't care Go blind for you and you say I don't see I die for you and you'd say I weren't there (And I don't need to say a word Thinking about you all the time I never meant to break your heart I'm thinking 'bout you all the time) How could I give reason to leave? My baby the reason I breathe Oh, I just weep and I weep I ain't been able to sleep for a week My memories of us are on replay I bring that one back like a DJ Try win this one back just ain't easy Just give me one gal and I'm easy Nuff gyal say they wan see me She can see me pon the TV Nuff gyal say they wan feed me She don't wan feed me She wan eat me Them gyal are mad like really Cah my gyal a bad like RiRi I don't see them gyal, yeah, I'm Stevie Blind, legally Nights like these I could shed 10,000 tears I fight for you and you say I don't care Go blind for you and you say I don't see Die for you and you'd say I weren't there (And I don't need to say a word Thinking about you all the time I never meant to break your heart I'm thinking 'bout you all the time) (And do you think that's okay? Do you think it's okay to play with my emotions? You know I've got a good heart You know I would do anything for you And you just, you play on that so much And how do you appreciate it? Do you think appreciating it is comparing me to Sonya all the time? Every time you get a chance to compare me to this great girl that A ghost from the past, some girl that you was in love with Do you think that's appreciating me?)