Breakdown

I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (Yeah) And I miss days where I used to feel like me (You know) Cause I've been trapped in all the freedom Throw my heart up at the ceiling I take another drink so I can kill the voice of reason I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (Too much is too much) You know Uh, they fightin' my demons but they ain't fightin' fair But I keep sayin' that everything is all right I swear All alone in a dark space, ain't no light in there What's fucked up is I might actually like it there Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on Feel like I'm breaking in places they put the pressure on I'm the one in my circle they all depending on I do it though I need these drugs I've become dependent on Someone tried to confront me now we don't get along In my business they trippin' off what I'm sippin' on They can't reach the pedestal that my head is on But truthfully I've been breaking down just finally lettin' on Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (Uh, you know) I need you, I need you (I got you) Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby I need you, I need you to come over (I got you) Tell me this will be over (Uh) Over soon (Yeah) Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby I need you (I got you), I need you, I Uh, crowded space but I feel alone Eyes on me at all times in a judgement zone Somewhere on the road fucked up but I'm missin' home No rest for the wicked, work cut out, put a pillow on Anywhere, from misunderstood they try to patronize They judgin' my ways, but won't empathize You couldn't walk in my shoes, I'm not tellin' lies Since 21, I've been runnin' a whole enterprise Provide for too many people, I can't jeopardize But I've been breakin' in half to two separate lives Mister Hodges died lookin' at Jekyll's eyes I start becoming somebody I can't recognize Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (Uh, you know) I need you, I need you (I need you too) Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby I need you, I need you to come over (I got you) Tell me this will be over (Uh) Over soon (Yeah) Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby I need you (Ey), I need you (Wooh), I Oh (Uh), I need you (I got you) Oh, I need you (I got you) So comeover Tell me this will be over (Uh) Over soon (Yeah) Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby I need you, I need you (I got you) I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (You know) And I miss days where I used to feel like