These Things Happen Too

Yeah I guess it's about that time You know Dakari, just let it run Uh Party in a penthouse until I pass the fuck out Reminiscin' being broke and hopin' I would luck out Fast forward, that was then, I switched my perspective I was supposed to make it here, this wasn't luck, it was destined Why the fuck am I surprised Will I ever feel I belong here Spillin' my soul right now, the story gets long here We waitin' for this album to drop, it's been a long year Feel like it's been forever, the fuck has been going on here Sex, plus drugs, plus rock 'n roll added That equation, mixed with success and raw talent They talk about me, think I went crazy, goddamnit Woo, I really went crazy, goddamnit Uh, pull the curtain, there's nothing left here to hide behind I come with baggage, I'm complicated, you know my sign Try fathomin' what happens inside my mind Intoxicated on substances, I've been tryna to find 'em Reason to change, I found reason to rage Play Jim Morrison, fuck it, people are strange Deal with it, on God, there's no keeping me in a cage They try to buy my soul, but it's not an even exchange I just had an epiphany, I'm top ten in this industry If you knew the end result, then what would you have done differently My Jekyll and my Hyde look like anything here but symmetry But I ain't looking for nobody's sympathy This for the kids who buy tickets This for the fans of the music This for the kids who get some inspiration from me and use it This for myself, to jot this out is all therapeutic But I never lost myself, so don't you ever confuse it Readin' comments on my 'Gram, I'm like "damn, they really got at me" "What happened to the old G This sucks, won't you come back, G " "You said you'd never be that rapper, this shit is tacky" I make what I wanna make, but I won't make everyone happy My skin's thick, but I'm not bulletproof Try to numb myself like when you goin' to pull a tooth All I can be is myself, go, and tell the truth I feel like I want my therapist when I'm in the booth Listen I'm in my own lane, so what do I have to hurry for The Bay love me, they root for me like when Curry score I got it covered, relax, you ain't gotta worry more I turn the corner, made the block, now I've broken down 30's door Exes x me out, we ain't feeling the same One of 'em went on national TV, draggin' my name Wish you would have handled it, eh, uh I can't complain, because you don't get To choose how people react to being in pain Yeah, fuck Lesson learned, we weren't the perfect match Future ref, not keeping personal and work attached We came a ways from going to juvie over purses snatched Bought moms a Birkin, we still only seen the surface scratched Wow Been tryna search and find the perfect high A young stoner from Berkeley High The person I, became is a little different Guess we work and try She kicked me out to get the bird to fly, yeah This the maturation of Gerry, yeah Been terrified of commitment, can't understand why it's scary The deeper that I get, this shit gets harder to say Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away Yeah Look in a mirror, this is you No one ever told me, These Things Happen Too Fuck Yeah