Same ceiling, different day, oh I'm awake so Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again Same lucky charms, in the same wall Look for rainbows But all the colors just go grey in the end Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won't last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better I hate myself but I don't want to I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to I got some feelings I've been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don't want to Friends say that I'm dramatic That I'm acting Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again I never thought that this would happen Kinda sad when When all you got is just a voice in your head Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won't last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better I hate myself but I don't want to I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to I got some feelings I've been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don't want to I hate myself but I don't want to I don't wanna live my life like this Going through the motions I don't wanna live my life like this Always feeling broken I hate myself but I don't want to I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to I got some feelings I've been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don't want to I hate myself but I don't want to I hate myself but I don't want to I hate myself but I don't want to